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Today’s selfies

I took these pics today – most of them meant to show D my new haircut. I am trying to love the skin I’m in, but it’s difficult. Maybe it will never happen? I’m always going to see the flaws. I’m too chubby. My skin is blotchy. My hair is thinning. Every other woman is so much prettier, sexier, more stylish, etc. Is D still attracted to me? Is anyone attracted to me? Maybe I should stop worrying about it and get on with life? Ain’t got no time to waste, bro. Thank you for attending my end of life crisis! *lolsob*

Sunday Selfie

I’m having a hard time dealing with my middle aged looks, and the fact that my hair is falling out. I feel frumpy and ugly. But whatever. I’m going to embrace the chaos, seize the day, and simply be grateful for another day of living. That’s really all I can do. The only thing I can control is my attitude.