desperate

The flare continues. I can barely use my right hand. I broke down this morning and took 50 mg of Tramadol, and will continue to take it until the flare ends. If necessary, I’ll bump the dose to 100 mg and just be high as fuck all day. I actually really hate Tramadol. It makes me feel weird: foggy, itchy, sleepy, but too jumpy to actually sleep, and moody. I also took 200 mg of Celebrex, and two Excederins.

I’ve got shit to do this weekend so imma need this to gtfo now please and thank you.