Last night’s dinner was amazing. Can’t wait to dig into the leftovers.
After dinner, we logged into Zoom for wine club. The wines weren’t very good this time, but the company was great.
It always starts off a bit awkward, but gets fun once everyone is tipsy.
I feel like we’re starting to find our footing in the group.
Oh and my favorite part: the theme was Boats and Hos, so D wore his old Navy uniform, and god damn. 😍
D and I look forward to eventually meeting everyone in person. They are a fun group.
I forgot to post these pics. It was a good night and worthy of documentation.
I’ve been posting unfiltered, unflattering pics of myself recently. I don’t care anymore. I just want to be genuinely myself. I want to leave a record for him.
Remember the good times. So many good times.
Don’t forget me.
Dance party in the kitchen!
It’s Saturday. Yay.
I slept until 10:30 today. I was up a lot of the night, but I guess I finally fell asleep hard. I spent like four hours awake and playing Candy Crush. I treated myself to six hours of infinite lives. Passed many levels.
Yesterday was weird. Treatment days normally are. It hit me particularly hard this time though, and I’m still feeling a bit off. We did do our normal Friday night dinner date though.
You can tell I feel bad, but I wanted a pic anyway. I’m not going to shy away from taking pics with him. Not now. Not anymore. (I haven’t washed my hair in four days or put on fresh makeup on three. That’s going to change today. Lol)
After dinner, we walked.
It was fucking cold. 2.5 miles with the doggo.
Our plans for today include:
I made a mask out of leggings that D has been using. I need to make a second one for myself. I ordered some masks from Etsy last night, but I need something for going out today obviously.
I’m going to write some cards to friends, as I mentioned in my previous post. A little bit of happiness.
I have many messages/emails/texts to which I need to respond.
I also want to give myself a mani/pedi.
I guess I should get moving. The day is already slipping away from me.
We picked up dinner from our favorite local seafood place.
There was also some kitchen dancing to DMB, a two mile walk, and GoT season 4.
Solid evening. ❤️
I’m grateful for his love. I’m grateful that, when I fall apart, he’s there to help me pick up the pieces.